"I'll find you a boyfriend."

I used to deeply desire to be in a relationship but when my friend asked me about having a boyfriend, I contentedly answered that I didn’t have one (much to both our surprise..lol). I told her I just wasn’t interested in anybody. She felt bad and worried about me not spending Valentine’s Day with someone special. At this point of our conversation, I was already talking to myself in my head, wondering why I wasn’t even slightly bothered by it. Maybe because I’m so caught up in school, or I just don’t want to complicate my life even more than it already is. Or maybe I’ve come to realize and finally accept that I’m not ready. There’s so much more to life for me right now than to stress over being dateless on the 14th of February. Even though I can’t see my future without having a family of my own, I’m perfectly fine with living my life for myself at the moment. Because I know that, when the time’s right, my future and I will find each other. I just have to be patient and keep the faith.