"What if the guy holding your hand and the guy holding your heart isn’t the same one?"

Then obviously you’re setting yourself up for a mess. You’re not only playing with 2 guys but also with your heart. It’s a perfect recipe for complications and heartache. You might not care about the 2 boys but at least care about yourself. It’s like you’re trying to replace the one who holds your heart with the one who holds your hand because deep down in your subconscious (maybe even slightly conscious) mind, you know or have the feeling that being held by the one you love might not become a reality. And why are you holding someone else’s hand when you clearly know your heart isn’t with him? It’s a major case of desperation in my opinion. Desperate to move on. Desperate to hold someone's hand. Desperate to love and be loved.