It’s been a while since I’ve written. I have so much to write about but the words just don’t seem to find their way. It’s like I’m stuck with all this chatter in my head. It’s so loud in there… even I can’t figure it out. Sometimes I catch myself in a daze and sometimes I’m distracted with the world’s background noise. It’s so tiring, keeping up with my own speed. Some days I’d rather just sleep my life away. Close my eyes, plug my ears and shut the world out. But the reality is, the chaos will still be there when I wake up… and I can only sleep for so long.